Today was the 2 week mark-- time to test! ... BFN. :( Then to top it off, hello aunt flow and the mother of all cramps. Yay.
The morning was rough, but after several small snickers, chips, pretzles, a pepsi and anything else I could get my hands on... I started to pull it together. (and put down the food.) I read Habakkuk 3:17-19 at lunch and felt a peace. Still empty, but a peace.
"Though the fig tree does not bud & there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails & the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen & no cattle in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will be joyful in God my Savior. The Soverign Lord is my strength... He enables me."
I've called in clomid round 3. I'll start that on Wednesday. ...... I'm also thinking that I need to start posting other things besides just TTC issues. I'll try to get on that sometime this week. :)
I'm sorry she showed up. Sometimes chocolate is just what we need. Yum. I'm glad your feeling better.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry girl! That SUCKS!! I would love to hear more from you- and more mundane stuff. How did you and your DH meet (you can be anonymous with the details thought), what color were your bridesmaids dresses? What is the most embarrassing thing that has happened to you? Maybe telling some stories will help take your mind off of the suckhole of IF for a little while. :)
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I am so so so sorry! What a beautiful quote. I have a feeling I'm going to be rereading it in a few days.
ReplyDeleteI know, seriously--thank God for chocolate!
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